Friday, May 27, 2011

PEEP PEEP! 
TODAY BLOG REST, 
TOMORROW WILL UPLOAD 
TEACHER'S DAY PHOTOS ! :D
Stay tune !

freaking happy , my cute boy sing a song for me !
hmmm hou lam har geh :P 
finnallyy my dream come true !




忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你 有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己 已深深爱上你 真的很简
单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓 是是非非无法抉择 喔~~
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我 喔~~
I LOVE U 无法不爱你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE U 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐 只要能在一起 做什么都可以
虽然 世界变个不停 用最真诚的心 让爱变的简单
I LOVE U 一直在这里 BABY 一直在爱你 Oh ya~
I LOVE U (yes I do) 永远都不放弃 这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听
听我说著 爱你 (yes I do) 我爱你

Thursday, May 26, 2011

PHOTOS !

THIS two kitten look so adorable :)
LIKE IT!! 
this two kitten been forstering by Kernwei's mom around few days ago 
and they already have new owner !
they name pipi and pupu ! what a pretty cute name .
when kernwei's was free he captured them ! 
their eyes look so BLING :P 
they having green eyes ! nice right? they both look so tiny ~ bahahaaaa

continue ! 



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P/S: lazy to type english so i change it to chinese ;D 

好的 , 话题来了 
其实吼 我满喜欢被人偷拍的 :D 奇怪吧?其实不是因为 38 或爱现 ,是因为偷拍的那一刹那 能把你最最最真情的一面 给表露出来 ! 而不是自拍 ;x 
特别是 高素质的照相机 拍出来的更是美丽! 有了厉害的摄影师 更加完美 
这张照片 是我和妈咪 在自拍时 被恳伟偷拍下来的 我觉得 就是很不一样! 
那个感觉 就表露了 你真是的一面 也把你的回忆给停留下来 . 
感觉 我不会忘记自己的回忆 因为我们已把他封锁在 一张张充满色彩的招牌..
偷拍 被拍 丑就算了 因为这才是真真的你 :D! 
有时间 有钱 有兴趣 不妨去学摄影 , 因为那会增添 你生活的光彩 和时间 ! 
空闲时 把路上的路人 给拍下 动物,植物,人类 甚至 死物 也能拍下来 
把重要的 回忆给停留, 你永远都无法忘怀 :)! 

相机 .. 考完试 我就来把你带回家啦 ! 

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

生命的延续 , 生活的姿态

2011年5月25日                                                   晒                                                         开始撇开依赖

            这星期的日子 都觉得自己开始撇开依赖了 ,非常不适应但是未有能这样做。 为了避免冲突我只能依靠自己 学习独立 。 上个星期五, 我,杭静,欣安 一同去聆听 一场关于书法的讲座 没什么就觉得很特别 因为我发现我去开会 都有我男友的陪伴 。 就因为 他不想去 想和朋友打球 就让他去了 ( 这样也开心点啊) , 我和朋友们就静静地 坐在礼堂里 没什么人 我们也只是去凑人数 。 虽然坐在两隔壁 但是还是讲不到话 我就只好安安静静地 自己独自聆听那个 老师说话了 他说话很有道理 深深地吸引了我去聆听 , 45 过后 将做完了 游戏开始了 。 一连串的活动完了 我发觉自己可以独自去参与活动了 
            星期一直到今天 我也没什么去粘他(男人), 他似乎很累了 。 我也只做自己的事 , 朋友 除了 吴妈咪 我也很少主动找他们讲话 。 我发觉我也开始累了 (因为project 很赶) , 弄得我也不耐烦啦 。 今天终于把它给做完了 ;)  下课 自己也行 有朋友也行 , 在家 有人也行 没人也行 虽然这种感觉 很没安全感 但是始终必须面对的 不如让自己习惯下 (也为了看长远计 才使用苦肉计的)


文章开始了 __ 

小时靠父母 - 
出生, 人生中的第一步, 人生中的第一句话,人生中的第一样东西 都是父母带给我们的 就连我们的 人生 都是因为他们才会存在的 ;) 
你说我们小时 靠他们吗? 小时 单纯 不会责怪父母 啰嗦 , 不会顶嘴, 容易知足 
那个阶段 是依赖得 最棒的肩膀 ! 
人生必定有的 依赖 依靠 

青年靠朋友-
上小学 还可以说 还依赖着父母 , 上了中学 朋友 可重要了吧? 选了 好友 那最棒,交到了损友你的下半辈子可糟了 :( 
记得选好朋友 ! 朋友 在中学时期 青年时期 可说影响大了 因为这时候 对于父母的依赖 开始没有了 , 长大了 长了翅膀 父母 就固然 不是那稳重的 “第一名” 了! 
在青年期 想必 很多人都开始 有伴侣了吧? 伤心,苦恼,忧愁,快乐,美满,甜蜜,烦烦烦 的时候 你都会告诉你最要好的朋友 问他如何解决? 
重要吗? :) 我真的领悟 朋友 真的 很棒 (Y) 
就这样 我们又成为 寄生虫了 寄生在 朋友身上

成人靠伴侣-
上了社会 朋友也开始 离我们而去了 , 伴侣也介入了 这个位置 成为心中的第一 
朋友也固然的 退位了 ;) 
因为开始工作 有了自己的生活 也当然要人来扶持 自己 找到了自己的最爱 
去旅行 拍拖 等等的
之后结婚 生子 开启新的一代 男人赚钱 女人有的成为家庭主妇 (依赖老公) 有的则独立 公干 也有顾小孩 !
有了孩子 有了结婚证书 你就必须 跟着你的男人了 
有成功的 成为了一支寄生虫 .. 

老了靠孩子-
老了 男人女人各自都老了 
两方都要成为 另一种寄生虫了 :) 就是靠孩子 
要孩子 给钱 给食物 固然是天经地义的! 但是也是一样在依赖着别人 



以上我给予的 就是撇不开依赖 的人 的 人生 
我们必须 活动我们的生活姿态 而不是 让他牢牢的固定 在一个 环 
 人生必须撇开不应该的 依赖 
学习独立 享受下人生 
换句话说 : 
此物比人存在于我们的人生 ,也是我们需要的扶持 。 
但是 我们绝对不可以成为寄生虫 , 可以靠岸 但是不要在此落蛋 ! 
永远的依赖 只会换来 一生的悲哀 
长不到 学不到新事物 , 没经过痛苦 是不知苦是什么滋味的 ! 
跌倒了 爬起来 虽然不容易 但是 有谁的人生 是平平无奇 没灾难的?
我可不相信了 如果是 的话 , 你这个人啊 当然也依赖别人啊 因为你的痛苦 快乐 都给分走了!




很喜欢这张照片 他就是让我觉得又很奇妙的感觉 :) 
生命的延续 
创造更多美好的人生,
成功的人士
美丽的梦想 

我是不是应该 学习独立?
不要成为 寄生虫 但是 却可以靠岸 :) 
家人, 朋友,伴侣 
你们都是 我靠岸的地方 
记得 不要允许我 落蛋..
我发现我还是个 很依赖 朋友和伴侣的 小屁孩! 













Tuesday, May 24, 2011

PLEASE EVERYONE !


Hey guys ! can you please do me a favor? :D
i cant do it on my facebook 
it just will take sometime ! dont worry 
so first thing you need to do is click into the link !↑ ↑↑↑
and at your left hand side will have a LIKE button! 
just click on it ~ 
wont hard right? 
so just do it ! PLEASEEEE it's a useful competition not those self portrait competitions!
your vote will help a talented boy 's dream come true . THANKS :) 
he will appreciate your support ! 


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TODAY normal day , 
me and mami and my sister went to snowflakes just now ! ;D
that's all!
remember like it !

Monday, May 23, 2011

沮丧..

2011年5月23日                                             阴                                                        心情不是很理想


       今天又如往常一样上课 , 只是与平时的星期一较不一样 (因为可以上体育课了)
上体育课时 又想回班做我的 project!  没得上体育课时 自己有呱呱吵. 人就是矛盾 (捏,我这种人咯) 
       体育课上来 就上历史了 今天的历史可非常容易进脑 ! ;) 棒 。 下课上来 问题开始了 上完国语就到地理课了 , 起初还不怎么样 因为老师在检查 Geo Project 。 之后 abui 的铅笔盒不见了 :( 可怜 他在寻找铅笔盒的期间 他就来找我了 因为他要向欣安借颜色笔 , 好了 在他涂颜色时 我捏他 (我的习惯 ) 被骂.. 好啦 说了抱歉 我在班上睡觉 (因为没有上课嘛) 。
他涂好了颜色 他就捏我 (我心里想 妈的 很痛,因为在大同帮忙时 肌肉很酸) 不小心发了他的脾气 真的非常抱歉 因为天气很焖. 我捏他 他又刮我 ! 唉哟喂啊 两个 打死他啦 -.- " 
我的脾气真的很暴躁了 我也没理他 他刚开头不抱歉 我也算了 在那里扮可爱 -o- ( 拿他没办法)
之后就下去上 生活技能 课了!
放学了 我还以为他回家了咧 怎知道 我去复印 project 时 信息我 告诉我他在附近 :P 
他就顺便来找我 也向他道了个歉 :)  感觉真棒.. 
      复印了东西 我就回学校啦.. 回到家 也在等 他来我家 :D!  
        到了我家 真的全部都累坏了  
         姐姐会到来 还要无端端 在他 面前骂我 真的更加无奈 ... 

(他) 真的很对不起 我已经把我自己的情绪 给压制了 :( 
很抱歉要你在那么累的情况之下 看见别人脸嘿嘿 ... 





在累的时候 被骂 真的 就如图片一样 
心被剑插入 一样痛 :( 
嗨... 我真希望 明天会安然无事 .. 
因为几句话 带来的 祸害? 历史从演? 抱歉 真的很累了 .. 
解决了 连根拔起了的 问题 不想再 把他 从新 培植出来 迎接这个温驯的世界了 ! 
请你 回去你的泥土里面啊 (祸害) 

Sunday, May 22, 2011

SCOUT ROCKS!


 Saturday                                 Started our journey on 7.15am                                                    cloudy day

Baby boy and Goh mami walking on the LRT station ! 


From the left hand side :
Ting En, Hangchen, Cindy and Goh mami!


 Baby Boy :D with his U10? 
Tai Thung school field! wweeeeeee ! 
it's look nice and wide right?
( don't let me step on it after rainy day! the soil are same like bullshit -,- )

Hmmm, we're on the train that time we look so clean right?

 Tadaaa clean uniform , clean face ! 


#Actually this is the Fifth Case!
GOSH?! what's going on with this poor car?
* p/s* when we pushing and trying to pull out the car that stuck in the mud , the tyres of the car keep on rolling ! so it make the mud all splash up on this poor lil car ;x 
when the car owner come back ( she is a aunty with 2 teenages childs ) ask me 
WAH? " dim gai ngo ga che bin jor gam geh yong geh!? "
hmmm, i also feel so sorry for her >< i tell her beside her car have some accident so only her car will have lots of mud on it ! 


Okay, 
we still in the normal job (actually we just go there JAGA THE PARKING ONLY, but then we so lucky add up alots of extraordinary works! xD)
# THIS IS THE FIRST SERIOUS CASE ! 
Hmmm! this is the longest time taken case , and the most difficult case !
the whole lorry tyres stuck into the soft soil (it's not mud ! plus the soft soil so hard when it went deeply)
i not pretty sure how long time we took to fixed it 
but i just remember we fixed this up without having our BREAKFAST!
YENG mou? 
haha  ! 
Plus my baby boy driving it ! wow, so nice :D
we all scout members keep on push it out ! 
from behind to infront , but in the end we push it from the front to the back ! 
Tadaaa its fixed ! 
why will this happen? is because a cute scout he let the big truck drove in , but he didn't do wrong ! 
cause if the truck went into the MUD we more difficult to pull it out ! 
TRUCK man ! so heavy T.T 
we tried to fix it with many way , put cardboard . papan ! 
But in the end i also forgot how it fixed? 
( scary thing is the tyres keep on come out smoke ! because the friction to high already)


Okay , this is the Poor 4 wheel car ! XD
i dont know what else i can describe the MUD ! it's smell just like BULL SHIT! LOL
my whole uniform become dirty , is cause of the car rolling it's wheel so fast -o-

Okay, after we become the BANGLA RELA 
we went back home with LRT :)
my cute boy love to sit train ! see his face also know even thought that he is tired 
he really help the most , every car he also pull them out ( got others also la ) 
but i saw he use so many energy ! 
AWWWW 
we took LRT to AMPANG back to chan sow lin 
in the end we back to SRI PETALING! 
it's fun :) 





Capture this two photos on the train ! 
i tell myself when i have a better camera i must 
take more street photos ! 


















My feeling of being 1 day RELA
Plus it's EXTRAORDINARY RELA

i feel that scout always happened something that make me
feeel so tired and happy!
even thought that not our job
but then MOU BAN FATT la ! we should help them ;)
actually already tell the coach don't let too many cars come in
but no one listen to us -.-"
and those stubborn driver tell them don't go in there !
keep on drove in okay la fine.....
come out this kind of thing ! except i captured geh photos those is accident/
somehow those driver can go into DAMN SOFT soil there?
the first car really hard to pull out also
i never capture photo because that time was busy on JAGA CAR and seeing they pull out the car
i just realise my boy every car he also had pull out ;x wow !
HOU GENG ah :D

i don't feel any regret that i went to this SJK(C) Tai Thung to become rela !
it's awesome and make my day turn meaningful !
even that make my bone are almost tired until patah
but whatever la ! it's bright up my SUNDAY with this kind of scout activities !

forget to tell you guys the aim why we went to SJK(C) Tai Thung ,
is not only become rela , because the school having charity sales so we went to there JAGA the traffic ..
when i reach there i listened to the coach say we gonna become rela again i nearly faint XD
because in my mind once i went to SJK(C) Tai Thung , is always to become RELA !

we end our EXTRAORDINARY journey on 1.45pm !

SCOUT WE ROCKS ALWAYS!❤xoxo

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Pretty Saturday


Okay, today was a pretty Saturday !
why? is because Goh mami coming to my house and i have chance to visit my boy :) 
Currently my mood still in a normal mood , feeling lots better with this mood 
seldom have freaking happy things happen , but i rather choose normal also don't wanna get into moody mood! 

Hmmm, feeling so sad about my english skill! ;(
that "guest" ...
make me speechless and lost my own learning confident, i'm so sorry for others reader 
my english skill are really sucks, please forgive me ! 
if it's really so sucks you can ignore my post or just tell me in a right way 
i'll listen to you guys , but almost post is just for describe my daily life and own mood only 
i hope you guys don't mind about my grammar mistakes !
i feel low self esteem because many girls can handle and do well in their english skill
really envy them ! 
they know alot of english words and how to make sentences in a right way
i'm sorry now i couldn't make it into so good skill
but i'm trying please ! 
just give me sometimes.. i really mind how people judge me, i feel so sad about myself 
why can i get a sucks english skill?

Continue my words :D !

Hmmm, around 12pm Goh mami coming to my house, 
formally we gonna do project but then we called for McD delivery ! 
Bahaha , because we're huungry ;x 
after that i text my cute lil boy asking him can i go to his house?
because mami need to do her geo project ( so sorry to her my house don't have newest microsoft, so we must go to his house :P)
Hence , we went to his house to finish our project ! 
in this few days his house full of happiness , why? because his house have 2 new kitten !
its fostering by aunty. so damn cute weih ;D 
but Mc Eow seems like not happy ( he jealous about them because they gets more attention?)
Don't worry la Mc Eow you're the best in Kw family's heart ~
so that's all for today ! 
Mc Eow is the only cat that i will miss him so muchhie <3 
tickleeeeee