She cried again ...

C.R.I.E.D

Today she cried infront 3D class..

What happen ? ;(

when she saw Xinyi mami , Haiteng baba, and kaijie she cried..

I miss you all badly!

while you guys coming to find me 

i'm also on the way walking to your class..

After bell ring, 

i rush out from my class

i go to 3D class

i saw you guys coming

so i stop at you guy 's class 

and talk to you all

i'm really damn freaking Down when in class..

i draw alot of paper 

when i have no mood and cant control myself i just will do two things

that is Singing and Drawing

i cant draw as well as my Hub 

but i can draw something cute ;] 

I like to look out from the window 

not my fault.

i like to be quite and sit alone

not my fault

i want to talk with others 

not my fault!

What 's wrong with you all? ;(

i talk also wrong,

no talk then say i act EMO

DOUCHEBAG

Better keep your mouth shut 

and dont think you're so awesome!

i don't want to talk is scare i cant press my anger down i will scold ya!

I try to be stable

please don't try to challenge me..

i promise to be a good girl , 

be patient and peace

others thing non of your business

why you all so care about them?

too free?

Haih..

one day you will know the feeling..

Today in class 

i really no talk 

and i don't wish have someone sit with me

so i sit alone..

i force myself to smile but i can't

i tried my best

i really can't

Feifei ask me: " rao, are you okay? you look so lost

Me: " i can say "okay?"

Kai jie : " rao, don't cry la , we are here "

Mami, Baba : " yea! anything come chat with us "

Big zaizai : " Mami, breath deeply ! think nicely everything are all right"

when i heard this i really cry out ..

Even my boy also don't know his someone are always pointing me 

i don't know how to tell him?

Friends ..

Thank you ;') 

i'll appreciate what you all help me

i think my hormone problem so my emotional problem so serious

i hope to be cool and quite because i don't want scold people..

Please, 

i beg you all 

Dont say i act emo

i'm really tired in this class already

i know i must took it as usual..

but don't be too over.

i'm human being also

i have blood also

i have my own mouth 

because i scare i say wrong so i sew it away

keep my mouth shut in class

You still want what?

;( 

i have no more freedom .. 

*Mami , Baba, Kai jie, Shiang,FeiFei*

i'll try to be happy in that class

when free chat with me can?

free come to my class can?

;(

i really have no truth friend in that class

except xin an , labbit, cacing and abui

all those boy like ignore me

that feel are so hurt ;(

i hope Kw is okay with me

i don't want he always listen to his sohai heng dai

all o0o de !

brainless at there ban dai lou

Hen sien...

Kw agree with them i Emo

but now okay already

i dont want they affect my life

why this thing forever can't be solve? 

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She holding a dry tissue, 

after few mins it's full of her upset tears ..

I miss you guys ;'( 

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Her drawing.. while she's alone in class

with no one

-The End-

All by Jboy ❤