Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Happy Day with them :D


Weeeeeeee ;D 
Today have no go school because sick already .
and also can say malas nia!

And after that i stay at home around 3+ ABUI Comingggg ;0
she so kelian no people fetch home! xD
i ask my mimi fetch her home ~
Then kelian her again, 
walk to my house with a big payung! ;p

erm we apa also play !
Ribbon also can play don't know how long time 
me and kernwei baby pui abui go CUT HAIR!!!!!!!!!

RM10 ba liao ;p
so cheap! hehe 
And she have a nice hair cut already 

The worst thing happen today = = 
is ME AND KERNWEI ALSO NO CAPTURE DAO scout photo!

Assssssssssss tart ! 
Bowling geh also no capture dou
apa lin also no 
arg! 

Kw go for competition i stay in home sick macam babi - -
suan la next year! and kw say photoshop our head go in ! xD
(Y)

Bagus, okay la a freaking good idea ;D








ALAMAK ini special case ;p
i thought itu MR BUTT will competition until noon de 
Bad luck de him lose already ;((
same case as abui
then he told me , I come visit you ah 
will weird ma?
SURE wont la Duiiiii

Around 12 pm he stand infront my ah ma's lorry and sms me,
im at infront your home already :O 
but i cant see him !
slowly he walk out and he feeling so awkward and come in my house already ;p
talk talk talk! 
walao he macam my medicine ;p
i no sick already!
wakakaaa

erm, 
and my mother need some help 
she need to jailbreak her Iphone 4
ini MR BUTT so clever can solve it! ;D
and it success already
took jor 4 hours
But give him a big clap ba!

*that time me and abui playing ;p*

Nothing special~
No go school but also can see my friends
SYOK ;p

That's all THE END ;D 

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now




what a nice song ;p


Baby i miss you now! 


today whole i cough like hell
and nothing special
 XD

Monday, March 28, 2011


人生 就是如此 の多陷阱 多波折
好的 坏的 
酸的 甜的 苦的 统统都有

人啊 
你们懂得惜福吗? 
身边 已经有非常好的 事物 别嫌弃了好吗?

老人家说 :“ 而是叛逆 以后自己的孩子也一样 因果循环呐”
老人家说:“ 乖 不要找拍拖 (不是他怕你 挺着肚子 去找他 而是他怕你 没了你美丽的生活)
老人家说的话 永远都 很对
不听老人言吃亏在眼前

天呐 
我中了 怎么办?
对我老说 只要把他走好 就行了 ;)
那时 和欣安聊聊天
他发觉 其实 薯条 是很好的 !
对啊~ 我们就必须惜福
女人 
你们知道 男人有好也有坏吗?
女人 你知道你不幸运的 中了一个 不好的男友 不是只是他的罪吗?
女人 你知道 当你踏入 爱情的陷阱 你就和男人一样犯贱吗?
女人 你知道 其实 你的男人 很爱的你吗? ;)
不要想太多 
也许 你不幸运 找到了 嫌弃你的
那么就是说 他不是你的 永远 
不要怪他 不要怪谁 
因为他也给过你最好的 最美的 虽然会想起很苦涩 很痛 但是 他是最甜的
也因为最爱你的 还没有到

上天 在努力的篇写 每个人的爱情故事 
男人女人 你们可有耐心吗?
等等 好吗?
因为等待也是一种爱
不要为了想恋爱 
随便找的人来爱
不要到时说 “哎哟,他背叛我 他不爱我了 ;( 在面子书 说什么 想念他 被抛弃”
女人 男人 
你们有骨气吗?
爱他就不要随便分 
不要觉得 先开口 说分手 是一件很伟大的事情 
爱他就珍惜他
分了 也都还爱对方 
男人女人 这何苦呢?
看见对方 
只能凝望 对方的眼睛 
告诉自己 
我还很爱他 
但是 我们却说了分手
男人女人 为了斗气 
都不要和好 

男人女人 
你们知道 
爱情不是一场 比赛吗?
爱情是 一生人的 故事 
爱情 是让对方 教会 对方
照顾彼此
而不是 用控制 来断定 爱情的 
因为 在爱情中 不分你我
不要被朋友影响 
因为是朋友的 他会鼓励的所作的决定 
陪你完成你的故事 ;)

男人女人 你们可知道 什么是爱吗?
虽然我答不到 
但是我可以告诉你 
它 是 苦涩 的 ;)
不完全是 甜的 
如果你告诉我 你们有多甜 
你们可要小心了 
因为 情中 永远都带点苦

不要告诉我 你想谈恋爱 
你暗恋 你爱他 
男人女人 
你们不要伤心 就不要开始啦
暗恋 转换成 明恋 
都会很开心 
头四个月 你告诉我 我们很相爱
后四个月 
你告诉我 
嘉娆 我好累啊 
很辛苦 

男人女人 爱他 就别伤害他 
要他改 是对的 
如果他不听 你也必须告诉自己 你行的!
做出来的成果 就会和你给予自己的自信一样 ;D
不要抛弃他
不要 追到要生要死 
最后把人家 当成草 
人家有 妈妈生的啊 
不要告诉我 因为你压力大 就抛弃他 
男人女人 你们 很矛盾啊 
爱他 就 改变他 等他 对他不甜 没关系 因为他知道你爱他
你知道他还爱你 为什么你抛弃他 
就因为你贪心忘旧
而不要一个爱你的人 
不要因为你自私 所以你让他 爱你 
不要因为你自己 而不理会别人的感受 
男人女人 
不是因为压力 和 累 就大完的 ! 
为何不好好的坐下来谈 把事情给解决?
没感觉 累 烦 
和最讨人厌的一句
“ 对不起, 不是你的问题 而是我的问题 我辜负了你 谢谢你对我那么好 我们分吧”
你什么问题?
要了人家 又不 改变他 不理他 不爱他
对方永远不强求 你 超级 爱他 
只愿你 记得 他在你心中 有一定的位子 
如果你的 情人 只要你 抱他 疼他 什么只爱他一个
他是有错了 
但是你可以告诉他吗?

收收着 给谁知?
掉入了 情陷 
很难再次在爬出来 
女人 一生人 永远都会有自己 的 最爱 
无论 他好或坏 
都一样的在爱 
男人 不强求你 爱会他 给他个理由 好吗?

女人 男人追你 他屁股痒 
看清楚他 
在答应好吗 ?

一次的教训  醒起来 好吗?

我看见朋友 有事 我也只能祝愿你们 早点解决 

我不偏帮 那方?
只求你们解决 
也许我也会面对 很多事情 
但是我习惯了 
;)
我告诉他 
你不许太爱我 
只要你记得 我的爱你的 
我是你的 Beloved 
我就很满足了 

很谢谢你 改变我 
不觉得 怎样 因为 我明白你在乎我 

男人女人 
暗恋 
明恋 
一起了 
分开了 

都是上天 让你们学习的 空间 
为什么他不会是你的最后?
因为他只是你的代课老师 
他只负责 把你练的坚强些
如果他是你的最后 
我恭喜你 
你在上天 的 故事书中 是幸运 的那位

老天 也很累啊 写到 
有时冷 有时热 
不要怪他 
因为 他们也需要时间 
不要觉得 拍拖 就应该 亲吻 抱抱 撒娇 信息 
写了一堆 看了一堆 无聊的文章 
人家不信息你 好像会死掉 似的 

爱情 是要 
包容, 空间, 爱,照顾,学习,坚强, 经得起考验,也当然要习惯
你才好开始 
男人女人 拍拖 不是做对方的 老奴 
而是 彼此照顾对方 
就像兄弟姐妹一样 ;D
他说你听 你说他也听 
好不?

爱他 就不许听别人的 
意见可听 
他控制你 他是小人 !

个位 
惜福 惜时 

我不后悔 选错了 老人家所说的 早拍拖 
因为他让我成长 
让我改变 
让我变得 坚强了 
谢谢上天 
虽然不把我的人生故事 写的如别人一样 
但是 他送了我 一个很可爱的男人 
一个很开心的家 
一对很好的朋友

朋友们 加油 
上天不会 白对你们的 
他要你辛苦 累 是有他的理由的!
;D
别把事情看得那么重 
只要肯 改 肯学 什么事 都是美丽的 !


什么事 不要放弃 必要气馁 
把自己的生活走的漂漂亮亮的
才对得起自己 
虽然我败在了爱情的手里
但是我开始醒悟了
爱情是有他一定的定义和他的本质是很美丽的
不是如一些垃圾 短文所说的 
找到发脾气的女人是你的福气= =
送个 凸 给他
改改改 
等等等
爱爱爱
累累累
烦烦烦
上上上

都让你不断的长大
惜福
珍惜爱你的人
不要嫌弃他
因为没人是完美的

Baby ;) remember this?
haha, that time was so silly
still in a freaking hot love level 
i miss that time because it is sweet memories for us
even now not so sweet
but i still love ya
no matter what i'm still loving ya

time pass so fast
don't know how many hundred days already
but you successfully change a stubborn girl
into a kind girl
she don't dare to say she is a kind girl
but she changed alot
she always say many thank you to you
because you're just as kind as her brother always take care of her
last time i always blame myself and say
why i choose this way?
he hurts me so deep
formally you have a plan ;)
thanks
really love you so much
when i saw your smile
i feel that we 're back!
i dont expect as love as sweet as last time
but i just want you remember you have a girl who loving you always! 



Camera fair ! :L



Yesterday , 
9.00am woke up! 
i go disturd my pig ass sister
i ask her bring me go to MID VALLEY's Canon camera fair!
WTF Awesome
;P
i go there meet my baby boy

he didn't saw me then suddenly go and hold his hand 
he smile so nice ;D
Weeeeeee, can say is first time only have we two go out!
haha 
Thanks jiejie ;)

Jiejie going there meet her old friend ( alice_ pretty jiejie :D)
Then i go the fair with bei, 
he let me hold 1D mark IV 
walao weiiiii! 
so quiet heavy man
and it photo capture sound just like a machine gun
(Y)
and he tried 1100D
awesome 
550D
600D

wooooww so high!!

after that while walking to the garden starbucks
i talked alot with him ;)
he say i grow up already
and say in his heart bored to me geh feeel no more already

*shiang shiang ! you see mami can do it! :D *

i really so happy when listen he say this!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
he smile so nice althought his eyes turn smaller on that day 
I LOVE YOU! 

when i come out from toilet he look sad and tell me
awwww, bei, i want back home liaoo my mami come fetch me already
ORHHH TT
so sad leh
so when walk to the main door i hold his arm! :P
(cause we no that habit while shopping will hold hand geh)
walk walk walk~
i went back to starbucks find my sister and he sit at the garden main door big sofa!
he sms me ;P
wakaka!
Finally he will mm se dak me already

but in the end night i have went to his house to help my sister take something la!
but when i went to his house i same as a zombie!
T T
my throat is so freaking asss pain!

Taaa Daaaaaaaa
what will happen on today?
COUGH! THROAT PAIN!
my nightmare!
= =
</3

Nevermind la~ 
later my abui come pui me do hmwork ;D
Good luck in your bowling contest!
Bei also! ;D

so 1 day bei pui me, 
another day abui pui me!!

THURSDAY go MID with baby again!
go to nikon camera fair after school 

So the END __

Saturday, March 26, 2011

In One Way



Alright ;D
Hope? One way?
YEP!
Today we talked about this,
God give us a pair of eyes why?
is because to let us see what is black what is white ;)
God give us a pair of ears why?
is because to let us listen to left and right ! 
God give us a nose that with two hole why?
is because he want us smell more things 
God give us a mouth only why?
is because god want us listen to others more, Dont always try to fight back ;)
God give us a pair of hands why?
is because to let us munus away the heavy weight for everything
God give us a pair of legs why?
because want us to walk in ONE WAY ;)
so we wont feel so tired!

today i went to photoshoot with kernwei babyy and my sister ;D
he help my sis capture self portrait 
THANK YOU so much!
and really so bu hao yi si because his mom and dad fetch us to the bukit jalil garden
when in car i saw his parents are so different with mine,
his papa and mama are so wonderful and understanding
i love them so much!
if i could be their daughter i will glad it!
his papa and mama can walk until half way and U turn back is because to buy a reflector sheet
can't find still can go other place to find out
they're so patient
they tell kernwei " when you want to do a thing you must do it whole package! , not simple do"
if for my family when wont bother me ask me go buy myself only XD

And his papa and mama talk to me in car while jiejie and kernwei go buy things 
that feeling is abit awkward ;x
but they're still very kind !
THANKYOU UNCLE and AUNTY !
you all are a successful papa and mama 
i know kernwei will appreciate it!
and your kids will take good care of you two

Back to the topic
why i will say this?
because i don't have a mama beside me 
all right, 
actually have mama or no mama doesn't matter
but sure will envy because their family stay on a high level and peaceful line :D
and build their kids into a useful person!
Encourage is always a good way for us 
don't always give up!
Even you're lover? friends?
when anything happen not to ask them give up
is follow their decision and encourage them as well as you can

everything can have 2 way to go,
but always just have 1 way is the correct one
Please choose it carefully
but if you really careless 
walk the road nicely ;D
and make the end into a pretty HAPPY ending

like me?
i careless and God careless wrote me a so sad story xD
so i have to face it and walk in through it! 
until the end
i wont give up
because i wont lose to GOD ;))

when i feel tired take a break continue again!
everything you did well GOD will give you a present
and it's worth!

Don't have complete family nevermind
most important is yourself indepentdent !
i don't feel sad because i don't have mother,
because i have my Grandma that take care me into a teenage 
and i have a sister that so 38
i have a lover that turn me into a right way
i have my all friends here ;))

No one life is perfect
is just see how you make it
let it be

walk into one way don't let youself feel so tired
before do anything think nicely 
the ending will be the different one!

Today early morning back to school for the scout marching!
is so freaking fun man ;P
i love marching
even that will make me sun burn or turn darker 
but I DONT CARE~
young life is to gain experience not to be a vase at home or at public
after marching 
when back home prepare and wait for kernwei baby's parent come fetch me and my sister
she need photoshoot for her astro singing contest :D
kernwei is so AWESOME
so proud to have a clever boy <3
i become his assistant T T
keep take the reflector * so tired man!*
i asked him " eiiii, camera man if the reflector assistant dark already you mind or not?"
the camera man answer " = =  from last time until now when you see i mind that you turn darker? don't ask me silly question i most hate girl scare dark one! " 
XD
alright after ask this i continue my work again !
thank you him so much :D
he helped my sister captured alot of pretty picture!
next time go try again! 
and thank you that you don't mind now i'm so ugly!
and you said 
" aiya ! many people next time nerd man man turn pretty de la so care for what? i also not so handsome only ma"
i talk at behind * cheh , you can wait de meh? still have 2 yrs more leh XD *
LATER going to SUNWAY ;)
WOOTS!

Friday, March 25, 2011

Pretty face is just a first image from others ?


In this world, still have people will see others heart?
;x
or most important is just have a pretty sexy face?

every girl and boy,
will find a pretty partner,
they feel it will more happier
but izit pretty can last forever?
and slowly when we know the people there pretty face just a dust
Sweep away then no more ;)
But a pure heart is forever stay in your body ..
So girl and boy
please find a good heart person
don't find a too pretty people to be your partner ;D
will feel regret! 
because they have many people chase also ! 
haha

AAAaaaaaaiyerrrr
today luckily have KH classss and xin an :D 
i no need boring in class
because my two lover go bowling competition already
( My cute buuttt boy and abuiiiiiii )
they so clever ;D they went to competition already~
but then i need to alone in class
but nevermind la 
it's good also and i can tahan~ 
PLUS biasa already!
eeeeee i love your hug leh ;P
so mm se dak me ! hooooohoooooooo
i know you very tired already! Take care <3 

Akemii 
jia you!
;D
just the first mission don't so down xin! hehe
Monday i no school also! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Live it simple ;)


INDEPENTDENT ;)
 Live it simple
smile more


IMPORTANT is you trust them!
Dont use your imagination often xD

everything up there is reminding myself ;x 

AND she feel that she fall in love into COOKIES monster ;D <3


BOY~ I LOVE YA~
tomorrow bowling competition GOOD LUCK :)
ABUI~ YOU too! <3



She's not pretty but don't ignore her :(

She's not as nice as many girl
she don't have a big natural eyes,
she don't have a small little mouth.
she don't have a tall nose,
she don't have white skin,
she don't have sweet voice,
she can't capture pretty photo,
she don't have a slim and tall body,
she don't have long hair
she don't like make up
she don't wear high heels
she don't wear skirt often 
she don't sit like a girl

She feel unhappy because she not enough pretty
she always hope to be a pretty girl..

But her heart is forever so clean and pretty ;))
Hope he keep this in his mind ;D
She will turn prettier after form 5 
BE PATIENT...

Thank you :) a Million thank you



Yesterday really so sorry to abui, because some problem make you all so worry me xD
STUPID ULSERS love me so they stay in my mouth !
and they bring some friend to stay in also - - *i'm really speechless*
Whole mouth full of MEGA ulser
the whole day i only ate a bowl of mee
that 's all!
Because i don't feel want to eat anything!
:(
when 1.30pm i back home i sleep like a pig
until around 430 pm i woke up
baby also haven back home xD
he's so fun with his friend!
and mami send me a msg told me feeew hour more she will come to fetch me ;D
we go my baby's house main main make card xin!
we talked alot of thing xD something so funny!!
that time i still feeeling alright!
afterward around 6pm i started to feeel a little bit gastric..
i hate gastric! :((

We pass through playground we go sweetbean :D
but when i step into sweetbean i feel freaking not well!!!
WTF!
i feeel ulsers pain and headache,
baby sit infront of me touch xia me, ask me izit alright?
Baby! really so sorry make you whole day need take care of me!
and mami also , feifei also!
so sryyy

Thankyou baby help me sayang my tummy <3
your hand are really so so warm!
Thank for giving me drink the ginger sup?
whatever xD
But i want to drink it for long time ago!
TQ aunty also ;))
yr mom is so kind!

today no go school feeel unsafe!!! RAWR