部落格的用意？

部落格的用意..

是什么？

我发现 应该是从上个月吧？

我的部落格几久了啊？

我的女儿们 

在这几个月

都开始爱上我了 XP

没什么能说

只觉得开心 :) 

朋友们 

无论男或女

也开始找我了

对我来说

我开部落格的用意 

不是为了出名？

不是为了 注意

也不是为了 同情

真真的意思 

也是为了 让我自己有个可以抒发心情的空间 ;D

路过的朋友 谢谢你们 

我开部落格 也只因为让 自己觉得舒服点

想到什么 像文章一样的打出来

我也可以在此 练我的语法？

对吧？

别误会部落格的本质

他只是 让自己 抒发心情的 开通式 日记而已

而不是 拿来出名 或来 得到注意的

一片片的文章 

都是 事实 

一篇感人的文章

不求别人 同情

只让对我有误会的人

觉得我是个怎样的人 

:) 

不喜欢我没关系 

至少对我有些改观

一连串的 坏习惯 

都被 他 改变去了 

自然 发现 朋友 也来的真诚了 !

不求什么 

只希望日子 过的美丽 

不需太多感动

因为我是个知足的人

人生在不同的阶段 都会有转折点 

勇于面对好吗？

不要告诉自己迷失方向

你的方向就在眼前 

只是一些尘埃 把他 蒙住了！

等到 风一来 

你的路 就可以继续走了 ;) 

okay?

everything

is God fate

but God didn't control the The End

so who to control it?

and change it?

Yep, it's you !

Good luck  

坚强 是从长时间累计回来的 

磨练回来的

不敢说我真的很强 

只是 比一般的一年 来得坚强而已 :) 

看的 欣安 的文章那么多次 

我的 眼睛还是湿的 TT 老天啊 

Mm se dak? ;(

Goh Mami and me! ;D

Click on the Goh mami you will get into her facebook!

Firstly

today goh mami and Mr butt went to my house 

after the scout Masakan rimba, tomorrow only i post up photos ( steal from Mrbutt)

after this masakan rimba

have something awkward happen

 = = 

also dont know what she eat wrong?

Bad Attitude!

and 

this paragraph is for mami one :)

i feeling that

wow, how long time already ?

since 7 years old

we're best friend already

i still remember that you queue behind of me

now that you turn taller than me alot

and you have a "church bell" already !!

Hmmmm,

Maybe for me

even how friend with others

also can't be like you

we're really friend like family :D 

even that i have a partner

you also wont 

leave me ;')

i'm glad that we're true friend

when you get marriage i will attend de la !

don't worry

hehe

sometimes true friend also need some privacy time

right? :) 

❤ 

all the best in everything!

even your future and your life :D 

Bff! 

 Tadaaaa! who is this?

ans: my sillly Hub ;D

Hmmm! today he went to my house after masakan rimba

he back home take bath 

bla bla bla

and come do sejarah project with me and Goh mami

;) 

how cute is him?

after exam the 1 year anniversary are coming

hope God bless us !

❤

ahhh~

exam is coming soon

we both really 先苦后甜

after exam only can celebrate our big dayyyy

Awww :( 

But try our best !

Good luckkkkkkkkk

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The End__ 

Prince William and Kate middleton

Today for a girl Kate Middleton which come from a normal world

is a Fairtytale :) 

Why?

because no one think before that themselves will become a royal prince 's wife

but Princess Kate Middleton she's the only lucky one!

she wearing a nice wedding dress

Having a royal wedding

and the whole world watching her wedding 

i think this might be every girl's dream?

to become a princess and become richer

Hmmm, 

when i was young i watch Cinderella this fairytales

I guess in this real world really have fairytales

:) 

they're perfect matches

Prince William choosen a girl that looks elegant :D 

Princess Kate middleton is really suitable to be a British Prince's wife

May God Bless them until the end and until forever !

*Royal Wedding* 

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Today after school went to carrefour to buy scout Masakan rimba's ingredients !

Fun~ 

hehe,

after that we went to Jiayiing's house ;)

Live in Condo are really a fun thing 

i would like to have a Condo when i grow up! 

THE END__

i saw a Rainbow

I made rainbow Myself while i rest in class

:D

izit nice?

it's not drawing , 

is made up by sunlight and my pink bottle

that day my mood are freaking good! :)

I love rainbow!

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Mr butt 's butt DAMN DOINKKK xp

and Goh mami and abui and xin An play BONG BUTT?

xD 

The End__

Stop stealing my heart AWAY ❤

It's imma's dream :) 

where to go?

BINGO! 

It's Paris 

Hmmm, from last time 

my dream is to go there with my beloved

go there for what?

eat nice food

having a nice trip

buy things

ofcause having a nice french kisssssing ;D

i damn love the Eiffel Tower

don't know why for me i think that place is awesome to capture photo

plus i damn love to capture photo :)

my boy also the same

haha, 

will my dream come true?

hope so! :D

Je t'aime babyy :) ❤

Stop stealing my heartaway
Stop stealing my heartaway
Stop stealing my heartaway
You're stealing my heartaway


I don't know where we're going
I don't know who we are
It feels like we are flowing
High above the stars (stars, the stars, the stars, the stars...)

Today i don't feel like Doing ANYthingggg

Nothing at all~

wooooohoooo 

woohoooo 

wooo woooo~

today malas nak blog :D

nothing at all

haha

so Tata!

;) 

Xin An Birthday ! ;D

The Birthday girl :D and her boy!

how cute are them! hehe 

this one made by me and abui~  

what we doing? XD

waitiing for the cake!! 

Hmmmm! this is our gang 's signature and wishes :D

Happy Bday Xin an!

Wish you all the best in all your way

Hope you and xu tiu forever!

and here congrats you both , 

you guys 1 year anniverysary is coming soon! ;D

wow, that 's call 双喜临门 ! 

woo hoo xP

saw they kisskiss so sweet+ cute! muahahahahhaaaaaa

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hmmm! today is a special day 

because we celebrated xin an's bday!

but my own life 

today is normal mood ;D

i started to concentrate in my study!

hope i can get a awesome result !

stress... 

Haih!

hard to fight in first class man ;x

Long time Never feel stress already!

while i studying

my grandpa ask me cook lamb chop for him :D

and before that he ask me help him massage abit

hmmm... 

when i small since now

my grandpa treat me abit bad

maybe that time he still haven old?

now when i saw him

he talked alot with me ;D

i feel that..

爷爷 我开始看见 一根根的白发 出来了 

那证明什么？

爷爷也开始老了 ;') 

i will try to talk more with my grandpa and grandma

because when old people reach a age they will feel 

themselves useless for this world

my grandpa cook well!

especially curry chicken ;D 

some kids they don't even close with their grand parents

maybe they stay in a small family?

and their grandparents all stay in kampung?

haha 

they 're cute and kind !

try to chat more with them!

;D 

that what's call 

GRANDMA STORIES!! xP

So THE END_ 

We're Unique

i'm the ginger man , guess what is the photo meaning? :) 

Everyone Are Unique :D

Included you and me

why now a day so many people make themselves into 

THE SAME?

and they're not themselves anymore

why no a day people make themselves turn into 

Piracy?

the God make everyone special

but they make themselves into same catogaries

why ?

God make us Born this way

Yup 

that's true

something bad we wash away let it go away

something that need to stay with us

don't change away ;) 

Some one are stubborn?

some one are patient ?

some one are pretty ?

some one are not?

 some one are handsome?

some one are nerd?

Hmmm! don't laugh on them

because they are special xP

i realise that

in this world

no need pretty 

heart is the best

;) 

no need make up

smile is the best

no need wear until very pretty

look clean is the best 

no need wear high heels

because it seem like scary womannnnnn

So what happen to me?

i'm UNIQUE 

not rude :D

i'm just man from others girl

doesn't mean i'm not a real girl~

Chaoossss Babeh :D 

have a nice day!!

Recently..

Xie Xie ni :')  < click it ..

或许，你会那么渴望被爱，都是缺乏了那一份简单的母爱。( 对的... ) 

Huuuuuh.. What i gonna said?

The tears is really come out from my eyes.. 

it not come from a sadness tears

what they call is "Touching" 

Recently 

i felt that i become more friend with her

izit currently we having the same problem?

Hmmmm 

i think so :D

This few days 

i feeling awkward 

izit anything going wrong?

i hope its nothing happen

and Friend 

yes you're so happy and you're the lucky child too ;D

i since after 3 yrs old 

i have no more childhood photos

haha

you correctly said out what i want

i don't need people sympathy me 

i just say out my words

:)

But i thanks to everyone

because i not as poor as those others

maybe at outside will have more poor people?

Hmmm weak people?

Right?

Just tell you all remember to cherish what you have 

and also your life

and before don't know me

don't use LC to jugde me XP

because after when you know me 

i m not LC i m 38 already

thanks God that i have no lost my life journey :)

its just challenging 

but for me 

used to be that already 

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No expect Please

今天 用华语打字 ;) 

今天想了一句 

就如 屁屁先生说的

天下没有白吃的午餐 ，

不松土 哪来的土地？

不插秧 哪来的稻？

不施肥 哪来的谷？

不收割 哪来的米？

————————————————————

也许 很多人 觉得我很幸福 

很有钱？

很快乐？

你错了

昨天外婆庆生

回到外家 

可以说 很开心

但是 为何就是要那么扫兴？

我看见我的妈妈 

当他是朋友 :D

( 为什么？ 之后在后面才解释）

大家都聊得很快乐

妈妈叫我和姐姐 出去

掏出钱包

拿了 两百块出来

说: " 妈咪生日没有给你们什么， 你们一人一百拿啦！"

我和姐姐都没有想拿的意思

为何？

因为 我们见到他一次

每一次他都好像 在提醒 我们

以后他老了要养他

* 各位 很奇怪 为什么 我会那么不孝吗？*

因为他没有进过做妈妈的责任

外婆告诉他

以后老了 孩子才是你的财富

现在你才领悟 

也真是太迟了

对我 对你 也太迟了

——————————————

故事开始

我本身 爸爸妈妈 在我三岁 时

不知因为什么原因 他们离婚了

也许是各自都早婚吧？

小时 觉得没有妈妈的感觉 很不开心

很自卑

但是还是一样

活下去了

谢谢姐姐

和奶奶 

奶奶可以说 是一手养大我们的

在我三岁 的一天

我犹如小猫那样的身躯 （超级小只 ）

看着 我妈妈 拖着 行李

走下楼梯

一去不回

不知发生什么事？

也许脑袋成熟

在我 5岁时

我知道 

我爸爸妈妈离婚了

那时 没有妈妈 还不觉得怎样

还很想念他

因为他告诉我

他去外头工干

五岁那年

他会来看我们 

我和姐姐 真的很开心

他告诉我们 

girl, mami got money and got home already 

mami will bring you come back de

我真的是很开心

因为 妈妈 要把我接回去了

我把这句 记在我心里

之后 

他又无影无中了 

他去了哪里？

上小学 

看见妈妈 带着孩子 去报名

我却是 姑姑 载了进去

就走了

没有给妈妈 拿过书包

没有拿过爱心 便当去学堂

（是正常的小孩 都会觉得 很不开心）

过了 2年

大概 8，9岁 

他又回来到我们了 

我们很开心！

而且他又来看我跳舞;) 

我不会忘记了

那时 就觉得很快乐啊 

还有和 妈妈的男朋友相处的很好

他教会 了我们很多东西

到现在我们还保持联络

我是个容易适应新事物的小孩

也是一个

容易习惯事物的小孩

慢慢的 

过了 

1,2 我的妈妈 

又不见了

当我六年级时 

我可以说 

我 3年 没有见到他了

完全 没有联络

之后 

他从阿姨那里 得知 我在 astro 做配音 时

他就打给我了

我完全没有想 接听的意识

我就觉得他有企图

12岁了

我完全没有想念妈妈的 感觉了

麻木了

觉得 有没有

都是一样了

我何苦要多一个妈妈 来管我呢？

就从今年 

我开始见回 他了

有时 另一个 3年

觉得 他变了

还以为他变好了？

原来 

也是有企图的

他想 我以后长大了

养回他

因为 外婆的话

好烦啊

为什么要给我压力？

我看到你 又好像很可怜

但是 现在 你和 a fai uncle 活的那么快乐

你就结婚吧

各自有各自 的生活

不好吗？

我当你是我妈妈

但是 我觉得没有那么必要 

要养你

因为 你没有进过 那份责任

你不要告诉我 

那 rm50 可以弥补 一切？

那只是 你在 自我安慰

你根本 弥补 不会 我和姐姐的损失

现在 

我不求什么

希望你懂得想 

什么 你会得到

为什么 一些你得不到？

也许人家· 会觉得

为什么我走不出阴影？

其实 

我走出来了

只是希望 

我那天真 的老妈

可以想好好来 ;) 

我们现在 20岁了 

十五岁了

你才回来？

我该说你 刚巧？

还是有计谋？

你为何和老爸离婚

为什么？

你的要求 

我是做不了的啦

就当我没用吧...

没有母爱 

不是一个问题了

只希望 你还我 我的生活

我过的无忧无虑 了

你也过得开心点

我人心肠软 

太绝情 我做不了

希望你不要逼我 ;) 

我当你是老妈

已经很好了

我没有责怪谁 

因为 我不清楚 是谁对谁错？

我没有帮谁

我还要谢谢 老天

给我这个艰难的任务

我完成了

我成功了

我比一般人来的成熟

何乐而不为呢？

*girl, mami got money and got home already 

mami will bring you come back de*

she promise me this when i was young

but she didn't did that to me ;)

please , children hard are very poor one

don't make this promise

and let them feel they got hope

don't let them expect

you're just tricking them

i appreciate my life

i need to thanks to my grandma

my sis

my friends

my beloved

i less a love but God gave me so many love

i really think its enough for me

sure when i was young im hurt

but now 

i treat it as normal

remember

this world no free lunch ;)

when you can sing for me again? 

Hari Yang malang? ASSSHOLE

UNLUCKY!

today after school 

me , mami, abui and Mr butt 

we went for the SUKAN TARAH !

from the start 

we all are so HIGH XD

we added a new friend into our gang 

that's Aaron!

the first competition is 

LUMBA LARI! 

the most fun part ! (for me lar)

i saw many people running feeling so nervous ;x

but in the End i run with abui and mami XD

the floor is freaking wet! 

our shirts all full of soil and dirty water

Poor CHIEN kena the most

hahhaahhaa

after that we wait at the Lontar peluru there 

there had a freaking long queue 

we wait and wait and wait

after a moment 

our teacher ask us go to 

LOMPAT JAUH! 

the most hard one

i totally don't know what happening while i running and jumping XD

after a few mins 

the sky turn dark 

and the rain are coming down to meet us LOL 

i can see teacher taking the HONNN and keep HOONN every student 

back to school! 

the rain are so heavy 

me and my friends 

all almost turn into 

“落汤鸡" 

gosh!

we go canteen buy water

while that time 

aBUI using the rain to wash her dirty shoes *

P/S  i throw her shoes into rain water! XD 

the Ketua come and say 

" allah! hari malangnya hujan lebat betul" 

i answered : 

yea la, kita ni susah esok perlu pergi lagi! ;( 

POOR US!

Laksamana good luck in hari sukan ba!!!

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can anyone give us a 四叶草？

we not enough luck!;( 

First snap! cik cakkk

Second Snap! Readyyyyy CAKK

What is the problem of the third snap?! 

aaaaaa all fall down 

on the floorrr 

Gosh 

you guys saw my class photo and our freestyle?

they guys are freaking awesome XD

and you can see the class gang !

who with who?

our class is the first class 

and its also the most noisy class = = 

teacher always expect 

" class yang pertama mesti pandai ! " 

haih teacher now what century already?

everyone are talkative XP 

alright!

free style infront that row 

is 

MELAT gang :D 

So that's alL~ 

a week a song

给你一张过去的CD 听听那时我们的爱情 有时会突然忘了 我还在爱着你
F: 再找不出那样的歌曲 听到都会红着脸躲避 虽然会经常忘了 我依然爱着你
F:因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
E:所以一切都是幸福的模样
F:因为爱情简单地生长
E:依然随时可以为你疯狂
F:因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
E:所以我们还是年轻的模样
F:因为爱情在那个地方
E:依然还有人在那里游荡 人来人往

F:再找不出那样的歌曲 听到都会红着脸躲避 虽然会经常忘了
EF：我依然爱着你
F:因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
E:所以一切都是幸福的模样
F:因为爱情简单地生长
E:依然随时可以为你疯狂
F:因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
E:所以我们还是年轻的模样
F:因为爱情在那个地方
E:依然还有人在那里游荡 人来人往 

E:给你一张过去的CD 听听那时我们的爱情 
F: 有时会突然忘了 
EF：我还在爱着你 

Close? Open?

Today chat with my Mr butt after school 

;D 

and also yesterday sms with Xin an 

what to say?

is just 

remind yourself Open big you pretty heart ! 

that is the best way for both side 

maybe sometimes will think 

why they can talk more we cant?

actually is can one :D 

don't worry

and something when you saw

you feeling upset

what you can do?

1 eyes open 1 eyes close!

ehehe

in heart if you know he/ she is love you one

don't try to think much la

and 

trust them

the other side also 

please 

when people use that heart to trust you also don't do wrong thing la :D 

** today in class i first time see you both so sweet! feeling so happy for you two! , 

keep it on and on~ 

God you pray for you two! * 

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If tired 

what we can do?

just close our eyes  

and take a nap! 

that's the best way 

or do something to release you stress

or you can find someone to chat !

boy today i just know that you're so understanding and kind ;)

relistic is the best

not romantic!

maybe i not a best girl friend 

but i'm trying to improve

thank you that you giving me that chance!

and 

thanks God 

you make him turn into a good  guy 

he know what thing he can do 

what thing he cant?

maybe we still young 

But God bless us 

can walk until the End ;') 

when you close my eyes 

   when you put my hair behind to my ears 

that feeling are so warm :D <3 

In this world have no more fairytales!

When i was young 

my mummy always told me

" once upon a time , there was......... in the end they happily ever after" 

so forever in my mind 

i also believe have fairytales :D 

what my mummy say 

i feel its real~

But once when i'm a teenager 

i know my mummy is lying me!

this world have no more fairytales

this world is hard  ;x 

not every thing once upon a time 

and happily ever after one 

please wake up from the fact 

when i watch back Disney cartoon 

i miss when i was young

im a innocent cute girl

i go in through the cartoon also 

can dont let me feel this world have no fairytales?

i want to wake up from the world

not everything are perfect 

but i feel disappointed cause 

my fairytales dream are gone! 

i same as others 

i steping into a scary world

that full of stress and anything 

Princess and Prince are also fake 

because no one can have the ending that like prince and princess

even is princess Diana ;D 

so what can i do?

is just wake up and face the factt!!!