The exam paper..

Hot day .                                           have no mood for today..

yesterday my Bm essay book was accidently gone in the packing time ;( 

my heart was so freaking sad, that's all my hard working works! 

how can it gone in that moment?

my Bm essay haven mark by teacher it already said Bye Bye to me ..

hence, my mood so freaking bad until today i'm still like a sad zombie 

while in class i'm totally freak out ! why?

because the exam papers are coming to me , i can't believe why can i get this kind of sucks marks to face myself?

i really feel sorry for myself , it's not sorry for my parents or even tuition teacher(my sister) 

i feel sorry for myself , why can i get this back?

;( 

i knew that exam is just a simple things , i really know all the things that i learn! but why while exam i can't really get use on it?

whole day feeling so down and tired ! that's why i have less talk in class

everyone counting their exam paper but i really freak out with them.. 

i've been exam back a dozen of rubbish back home! 

SEJ 43 

GEO 43 

KH 53

bm paper 1   20/40

bm paper 2   75

BM= 68
eng paper 1   30/40
eng paper 2   38/50 + 10 bonus marks
ENG= 78
BC= 73
SC= 55 ( the most disappointed paper )
MATHS= 51

can you believe this could be first class student's exam result? ;(
i really can't believe what i get back !
SUCKS
Lai Kar Rao what are you doing?

Yea, happy because exam is over
but the sadness and disappointment are coming to me .
exam result.

Happy holiday with friends?
huh.. i think i will only let myself off for few days
the rest day i will try my best to catch up everything, i hope it wont be late !

By the way ! 

when i saw this on FB profile banner i've been fall in love with it ! 

what is this?

COOKIES MONSTAR babeh! 

it's blue colour that's why i love it :D 

P/s 

sorry for everyone. today i'm really not in my normal mood ;( 

forgive me please..