Don't control me! i know you its good for me! but its too over =X

i'm so sorry to start this topic, 
but i feel pressure when i in this class!
this pressure is suitable to push my result up, but someone make my pressure turn more high :(
i feel stress now, 
teacher im sorry that i need to say this, 
i know teacher very care about me and my gang 
but don't say i m in your finger! 
im just your student, don't ask me sit with brainless people because he cant teach me anything when i don't understand.. i sit beside him make me more don't wanna listen to you.. 
and please, dont tie me with your rope! its already to hard it will break after one day! because its already to tight!
soft talking to me, dont let whole class know i need your help to in this class, 
i know its good for me, but its to over caring @@ i feel scare and pressure!
i really wanna be autistic in this class already! its already not me, i didn't talk i always view our school sucks view ..
everything i can handle i feel much better, but when i heard you said those words out, my pressure up level again! 
i will turn botak and skeleton soon :X 
teacher don't over care me! maybe i in teacher's heart i m talented but i hope teacher do not be too highly to me :( 
im just a simple girl @@ i m not really talented. 
i dislike study but i force to! 
i will try my best in my study!
don't arrange my sit with a brainless guy -o- 
DISLIKE!
and i don't talk with my friend doesn't mean my result will turn good ..
我需要爱的教育 而不是硬绷绷的教育 
我吃软不吃硬的！ 
i know maybe teacher felt i sit with friend will not listen to teacher , but i think i autistic will not listen to teacher because im dreaming in my own world -o-
when i back home my sister working no one talk to me i really will turn autistic!
i stay in  my own world always dreaming! aw GOSH!
i m gonna be kisiaoo as MR LOKE said @@


if every teacher like mr Z and mr loke and mr lim i will glad to listen their class for whole year :) 
i cant blame you teacher, maybe you think is good for me but i honestly told you its not @@ it will turn opposite stuff! 


i feel i in 3E like a fish out of water! i hope soon i may feel comfortable with all classmate :D
teacherrrrrr Don't keep change my place :( i will feel unsafe when i study in 3E ..